| uselesshow come everytime i find something I'm good at there's always someone right next door that's ten times better than me?
I'm tired of feeling useless
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| NightmaresI don't know if it's because i really really really really want to go back to TECBC or what but so far I have had 2 nightmares since my return.
One with me running away from an anonymous guy that I can't seem to see clearly
and number two involves a taxi crashing backwards and 4 people ending up dead.
both dreams involve TECBCers and it's kind of FREAKING ME OUT!
ok enough with the procrastination.
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| And the cow jumped over the moon. 
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| Live with a smile / Make it all worthwhileThis song is catchy and makes me happy.
School is crazy.
Cow is undecided.
I love being optimistic.
God is good,
ALL THE TIME.
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| You can fly! You can fly! You can fly!so i occassionally have crazy wickedly awesome dreams where i can fly...like i actually have superpowers. NO JOKE!
for example, last night, i had a dream where i was on a tour and it was night time and someone took us to a pretty large field with football stadium lights shining on it. And for some reason, i started to run across the field really really really fast! Like superman fast! (at some point, the field developed walls so now the field is in a room....dreams never make sense) and i run up one of these walls and begin to fly across the field and i'm looking down on the field and i see bonnie running under me, looking uberly happy and barking at me. There was one other person flying with me but i can't remember who it is. I think the person was an older woman though. Not positive on that point.
Another dream i had sometime in January was that i was on some camping trip with some friends and it was night time in this dream too. The lighting in this dream was from a street light and we were by a calm lake. Anyway, some point during the dream I start running across the lake at a super fast speed, like my other dream, and i take off and start flying above the lake.
Both of these dreams seem so fun while i'm sleeping but there's also some fear in there and i can't figure out what i'm afraid of. (this is starting to sound cornily poetic). Anyways one thing about the whole flying thing makes me feel like Mario when he puts on that cap with wings because the flying doesn't last forever. i gradually get closer to the ground and then i have to start over again at running at a super fast speed to get back into the air.
I wonder why they only take place at night time...
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